Monday, Funday...NOT

Today's Mood: eh?

Mondays almost universally suck. I worked at the club Sat and Sun night, not getting home until after 3 last night. Then, to have to roll up in this joint-gag. I wish I could just sleep for hours.

That is a bad sign to me. I am not a sleeper, even when Im tired. It just goes to show that I have too much drama going on in my life.

For once, its not women. Im pretty ok in that department. I have decided that Im going to take the idea that my cousin Teddi and I came up with when we were kids. Im going to date a few women, one to fulfil each of my needs. One is going to be my sex buddy, one will be cute and take me out in public-a trophy chick...One will be there for me emotionally and become my rock. Since there has not been one woman created who has all of these qualities, Im just giving the *f* up on waiting for her. Im gonna have a little harem. Of course they will know that Im not monogamous, so there won't be any dishonesty.

Ok, why am I stressed and somewhat depressed? My kid. I dont know what to do about him. I have tried and tried everything. He is forever in trouble and his probation officer is no help at all. I don't know what to do with him. He makes life so difficult. It makes me hesitant to even bring other people into my life because I cannot tell what he is going to do.

Oh well, Im just going to pray about it and hope for the best. I have 2 more years to deal with it and then he either has to get out or something. Its too much.

Ok on to love life.....Well I went on a first date with this chick last night. It was aight. She is not financially where she needs to be, but she seems like a nice person. Since I have my own financial struggles Im not judging her at all about that. She has a plan, which is the main requirement. Her plan does not depend on lottery tickets or a settlement, it is concrete and makes sense. Plus she is in school, and she has a backup plan in case anything happens to knock her off track. She looks ok, but I think she has a nice personality. Who knows. I dont know which role she is going to play in my new harem, if she will play any at all. We will see.

Work? eh. Lol. Same ole story. I will be spending more and more time working on my Olivia project. I think in the long run it will prove to be more lucrative than any other thing I have endeavored. Im also really getting some strong vibes for the book I want to write. I have scenes and lines swirling in my head. Its cooking, almost time to put it on paper.

Thats about it for today. Nothing too deep. I may write more later today. Overall Im in a decent place, all things considered.

Til the next time....