Monday Funday

Today's Mood: Silly and Stressed

Ok, today I think I am about 15 years old. I have been in the very best mood all day. Im joking with my coworkers. Teasing my Baby. Im smiling and just happy.

Maybe its because the day started off so well. I laugh now because the phone scared me to death when she sent my first text. I had risen in the night and put the phone on my pillow like a lovesick idiot. When her ringtone sounded, my azz almost fell out of the bed. LOL.

We started off warm and ended up blazing hot, as we often do. Its our special chemistry that allows such passion while we are so far apart.

The day meandered into a silly, fun day. I joked with her off and on, teased my coworkers. Discovered even more ghetto reasons why I have to leave this job. Everyone is griping and moaning, its not even that major. I am outta here, they can stick around if they want to.

I was stressing a little because I have so many things to pay this week. I hate bills. Ugh. But luckily it will all be fine, we will just have to eat oodles of noodles for the next little bit. The only thing that is stressing me is starting this new job. I am doing ok financially but the way the salary is set up is going to be a trial for the first month. I have the week without a check. Then we get paid every week. Im used to getting a nice lumpy check biweekly. Also, since the base is a lot lower than what I make now, they are paying me the difference in a monthy "bonus" check. So I have a smaller amount coming in for 3 weeks and then one fat check at the end of the month. I don't know how that is going to affect my tightly controlled bill-rotation. I keep everything in order, and now I have to reevaluate and shuffle some things. Yikes.

I wont even talk about having to upgrade my wardrobe. Thats the hardest part. Im between plus sizes and regular. That in itself is a mess. Now I have to buy suits and dressy clothes. I hate shopping and I really don't need to spend the extra cash. Im going to have to suck it up and go for it.

Ah-money is no biggie. It comes and goes. Overall, Im so happy and excited. Everything is going so well with me, all is right with the world. Im making new friends, learning more about my old ones. My kids are wildin out, but I guess thats part of being a teenager.

I need to find advice on how to handle sexually active boys. I try to give them advice. I try to talk to them about respecting females. About condoms and std's. I try to talk to them about being safe and careful. Who knows what sticks and what doesnt. I guess I can just blindly wish for them to make it through the fire unscathed. I am guiding them as much as I can, but they are becoming men. Ugh. I dont even want to think about it.

Im ready to go to sleep right now. It will make my phone ring faster.

Kiss This Clown

Today's Mood: Silly, Excited, Wild

This has been a very good and fun day. I feel like a little kid on Christmas Eve. My Baby will be here tomorrow. I cannot wait to see her. Today, she woke me up so early with her text-it was early even for her. I know she is getting excited as well. She wants to know everything I have planned and this sista aint tellin. She will have to suffer until we have time together.

Work.....You would think work sux but I guess Im too happy to give a rip. My first phone call was an irate person. So what!? I sent her flowers and rainbows mentally and wished her a happy azz day. lol. I had some good clients and some scrounges. Got in a fight with a student who was trying to eat the bribe...I mean pizza that our boss bought our department to keep morale up. Dayum scavengers. They act like they never had a hot meal in life.

I heard from the job interview. They are moving on to the next phase. I guess Im cool with it. Hopefully I will be in the best position after I give my notice. If they offer to up my salary where it should be, considering that Im the #11 recruiter in the entire company....Then I may stay and try to hold out. Who knows.

We had a meeting today and they asked us veterans to mentor the new people. They laughingly said my person was not going to be here long enough for me to mentor. They just dont know...LOL. Im outta here as soon as possible. Sooner, if possible.

Soooo what else? Hmmmmm.....I am in the best place today. Uh oh. Wait. Drama alert. This gay guy in the next cube is telling my coworker that he is straight now, and holy. Ok, good for you. The dude is flaming. I think its only going to last until he meets somebody because last week he was over here crying because he is lonely.

My world is a circus. I have so many things spinning, flying, bouncing around. Im so excited about the upcoming visit. Im nervous about the preparations that need to be made. Im scared of this job opportunity. If I take it I will have to work, and try, and learn. Right now I can sit on my butt, barely make an effort and succeed anyway. Am I up to the task? Im concerned about my new friend "S". She is going through so much. I can only pray for her.

I guess today's post is all over the place, just like my mind. I have plans to make. I have to dust my nasty ceiling fan. Oh man, she better not go in my walkin closet or she may never be found. Im going to leave now, and stress in peace and quiet. Pray that I dont have a nervous breakdown.