Sunday, Eh...

Today's Mood: Aight

Where to start? This has been a wicked, exhausting weekend.

I guess I will go back to Saturday. It happened again. I was in the grocery store, just walking around. I went to the ghetto Mexican grocery store, because they have the best veggies and fruits. So Im strolling along, and I see this couple-older white guy and middle aged black woman. I only notice them because they dont look like they would be together but they looked happy. I see all other kinds of people because there are always sights to see at this grocery store.

Anyway, I try to go down a lane and they are blocking my way. I laugh and tease them about hogging the row. They laugh too and move over so I can get by. As they pass, the guy said "Maam, we were talking about you earlier". I say "Huh" because I was confused. Then he said "We were talking about how beautiful you are". I just smiled and said thanks. Ok on one level I know all kinds of weirdos go to this store and maybe they were swingers...and oh you know. I dont even want to think of it. On the other hand, how sweet was that? They didn't do or say anything else and we crossed paths a few more times. I swear I have no idea what people see when they look at me. I don't. I wish there was some kind of way....I do not think Im even pretty, just average. I wanted to call my Baby and tell her about it but now Im cautious not to sound like Im bragging. Its unreal to me.

So on to "S". That babe is showing psycho tendencies already. I saw her at the club on Friday nite. She was with her other friend but she ran out there to where I was working as soon as she could ditch the girl. We talked. She said (LOL just thinking about it) "You hurt the baby" LOLOLOL. I was cracking up. Was she serious?????WTF???? LOL

After I got up off the floor, I said I was sorry? for hurting her (LOL) feelings. I don't get it. Not trying to be heartless but we only went out twice. There was no action between us. Heck I even paid for drinks.. I told her I was seeing other people. She is too. So what the hell is the problem? I think the problem is she is nuts. I am going to find a therapist and see if I can get a bonus for referring people to her. So now she wants to try to work it out (LOL) and go from there. Whatever. She has worn out her welcome.

I am more than happy with my Baby right now. I miss her terribly and hate that we cannot spend more time together. Today, I wanted to call her a million times. I love how she calls me as soon as she gets 2 free minutes. It makes me smile. Right now, if I was to look into my rational mind, I would probably worry a little. Im so content with her. I still feel as if she is the perfect person for me. She is the total package that I have asked for. Well, except for that tiny little thingy called being hitched. Other than that, she would be perfection.

Enough about her. Today I went to an all lesbian basketball tournament. No, not a WNBA game lol. It was a hood, ghetto tournament featurning job-lite baby studs. So many breastless little boys. The young femmes were no better. They had on shorts the size of my drawz and all their huge titties hanging out. They looked like they were going to the club, not a ball game. It was a superghetto fashion show. I was tripping with my friends. A few of them looked so much like dudes, we felt the need to ask for birth certificates. I had a blast, acting nutty with my friends.

So thats bout it for the weekend. Worked at the club as usual. I had fun and didnt really flirt as much as usual. At least I didnt try to flirt. It was easy. My mind was focused on other stuff. So tomorrow I get to play with my Baby and reconnect after the weekend. I also start my last week at Remington College. I don't know how to take it. Its going to be so weird. I need to go take a drug test tomorrow as well. Uh oh. LOL. Nah, that wont be a problem unless this red wine is laced with something.

Im going to bed now. It will make the time for my text from my Baby get here faster. Until tomorrow....